I can’t believe it…..

Can you believe the holidays are approaching. Where in the world did the time go? I love the holidays but not the cold weather. I’m from the south and cold weather is not my thing. I preparing my Christmas list now. Some people have already finished their Christmas shopping.

What do you like about the holidays?

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My relationship with Bill…

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Ok, I’ve been in this toxic relationship with Bill for most of my adult life. I got involved with him by helping others or wanting more things that I can afford.  Bill comes to visit me almost day or at least monthly. I will get rid of him for a few months, but he always finds his way back to me. I hate him but I love the instant gratification. I have been looking into to ways to rid my life of him. I can say one thing about Bill, he is very faithful, and he is always around even when I want him to be. I have allowed him to suck the life out of me, and he has even cause arguments between me and my spouse. I have prayed that he leaves me alone. I hate that he is attracted to me. He isn’t adding to my life, he is shortening my life. He is depressing and sometimes, I don’ want to even leave the house. I will continue seek ways to rid my life of him. Can someone please help me?

Sugar Addiction

I think I’m a addict……

https://74370lvmcz6vfy1h19d3k5bv9e.hop.clickbank.net/Okay, I have been away for a while, and I apologize. Life showed its ugly head and I lose some loves ones due to cancer and heart attacks. It’s so terrible. I kept telling myself that I don’t want to leave this earth due to food and a bad life style. My name is Tonya and I’m addicted to sugar and bad carbs. I’ve tried stop and it seems impossible. My sister started the Keto Diet Journey and looks amazing. She has diabetes and her physician has cut her medication in 1/2. It’s not easy but she is determined. My other sister has digestive issues and has chosen a gluten-free lifestyle and she also looks amazing. She isn’t loving it but, it’s a choice between gluten free or painful days. So that choice is easy. Even my mom is diabetic and she has chosen to limit her carbs and avoid eating after 6pm and looks great and she will be celebrating her 70th birthday in February. I guess what, I’m trying to say, is, we have a choice. Everyone has free will, everyone has to get to their breaking point. I’m addicted and it’s said to say, but it seem impossible for me to stop eating so many kinds of junk. I wonder if I need therapy, medication, meditation, etc. How many love ones do I need to lose, to get it together?

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I’m ready to start somewhere…

Okay, I’m ready but I don’t know where to start. There are so many diet plans out there. I need something, I can stick to, something that we challenge me. I need and must make some changes. I mean, I can’t have a blog called excuses or changes and still making excuses instead of changes, right? I have tried low-fat and low carb diets. I will lose weight and gain it right back and gain so extra pounds I was diagnosed with diabetes about 2 years ago, after being pre-diabetic for years. My physician kept warning me and God kept giving me grace and mercy to get it right and reverse it, but I didn’t do it. Now, here I am, a full-blown diabetic on 3 diabetic medications, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, acid reflux,  & 260 pounds. I don’t want to leave this earth, knowing I could have done something to change my health and mind so I can live a longer & more productive life.